A bus transfer
I pushed open the door of the University LRT station this morning and felt the short surge of electricity that prepares me for a bodily encounter with a stranger who is going to ask for money. "Hi, buddy, do you have a bus transfer?" the man asked. He seemed friendly. Bus transfer, I said to myself. "No, sorry, I don't have a transfer," I said quickly, eyes down. That wasn't exactly true. I was on my way to campus to find a place to read or write or try to read or write while checking social media. The truth is I had no real place to go this morning, and I realized that slightly disturbing fact reading Knausgaard on the train across the river from downtown. I have gotten to Book 5. Our teenaged hero is back in Kristiansand after a minor hitchhiking odyssey from Norway to Greece. I ended up at the library. It was habit that drove me there, some of the same sensation of panic I'd had when I walked around there during my years at gymnas ...